that is the china
that is the garage in june 06
Monday, October 29, 2007
So this was my garage on 17 June 2006 after amanda had left all her stuff in the front half of it. After a couple months of putting it off and then a couple of months going through it I had only a few boxes left. Most of them were china, some were vases and candle holders. That is some of what I had left. There was a set of really pretty china also. After 3 weeks on craigslist I didnt sell the china so I finally just got rid of everything. Chuy took some of the blue stuff (he likes the cobalt blue stuff) for his new place (he is moving out this week after 2 and 1/2 years of living with us). He also took the china, I'm assuming he is going to give them to his mom or his sister-in-law. It is a 6 person place setting with some extras incase they break. I will try to up load a picture when I am done writing this as it wouldn't let me do it earlier. The rest of the stuff I just packed into boxes and took to Goodwill with all the old stuff I had laying around in the garage. The reason I did it all today is because I needed to get all the stuff out of the garage so Chuy could get his stuff out and I got tired of it being in my way.
So that is what I did today.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
a piece or peace?
here is a piece of an email i wrote my husband today. i think i discovered what i have been doing wrong. its time to find some peace in my life and im gonna try harder to do that.
izzy is over here having breakfast. i made them pancakes, im such a nice mom arent i. i have been getting better with the kids. i still get irritated but i try to control it. i think i had feelings of resentment towards them. im not sure why but i think it has something to do with me not getting to sleep in everyday. stupid huh? i know im crazy. did i tell you that the other day i actually thought about not having anymore kids. HAHA that was until i held laura a few hours later. i miss feeling a baby in my arms and i miss being needed. i know the kids need me but i think it is a different feeling. i had no problem getting up in hte middle of the night to feed liz and i actually got up the next morning with energy. i dont understand why. maybe you could think about and explain it to me. i just thought of something. i think i am controlling. when they are little i am able to control them in a certain way and i can handle them better. i just dont think i know how to handle older kids. maybe its because when i was around my neices and nephews they were all younger. i was around them much as they were growing up. i just need to learn how to deal with older ones. i need to be more involved with them, have fun with them. hmmm maybe i just solved my own problem.
izzy is over here having breakfast. i made them pancakes, im such a nice mom arent i. i have been getting better with the kids. i still get irritated but i try to control it. i think i had feelings of resentment towards them. im not sure why but i think it has something to do with me not getting to sleep in everyday. stupid huh? i know im crazy. did i tell you that the other day i actually thought about not having anymore kids. HAHA that was until i held laura a few hours later. i miss feeling a baby in my arms and i miss being needed. i know the kids need me but i think it is a different feeling. i had no problem getting up in hte middle of the night to feed liz and i actually got up the next morning with energy. i dont understand why. maybe you could think about and explain it to me. i just thought of something. i think i am controlling. when they are little i am able to control them in a certain way and i can handle them better. i just dont think i know how to handle older kids. maybe its because when i was around my neices and nephews they were all younger. i was around them much as they were growing up. i just need to learn how to deal with older ones. i need to be more involved with them, have fun with them. hmmm maybe i just solved my own problem.
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